That stinks...

I just wrote a whole bunch and it got lost! That really stinks. Now I have to go back into my brain and remember what I wrote...hum...work brain.

Today's weather has put me into a wonderful mood. The sun is shining and it's 68 out! I want to take a walk but today I had being a bum on my mind. Matt came home for lunch- it was so nice- and I didn't shower until after he left. Lauren and I had a slow morning. We played a little and then we snuggled in for a morning nap. She napped while I caught up on some shows I had DVRed. I just want the image of her snuggled with me to never go away! She is just so precious and I feel like my time with her will be so limited soon.

This leads me to my other thought. I have been looking forward to the woman's spring bible study coming up since last years ended. In fact, the last time we met last year is when I found out we were pregnant with Lauren. This bible study got me through the miscarriage and a rough time with my mom. It just is going to hard to be gone at work all day and then head home for dinner only to leave her again for study. I know that a mommy filled with God's love will only help me fill Lauren with His love too. It's just going to be rough.

I'm doing better today about going back to work. I can feel God holding my hand and know that he can help me. So today I'm doing okay with it. Let's hope that there are more day like this.

Time to go get Lauren up for her first dinner! Can't wait to snuggle with her some more!!